What is the point?

Listening to music with headphones on versus listening to the music out load on speakers.
Do you think of the power of the music, the message?
Do you think of a past memory that goes with the song?
Do you think of both? There is always the music video if there isn't a memory or deeper thought of meaning...
When listening to music with headphones, you are forced to listen to nothing else but the music and the words.
Some songs make you happy or sad or other emotions
Why do some songs make you sad?
Why do some songs make you happy?
Is it because of a memory or a beautiful song or the fact that you are forced to be in the moment when listening...

I've been watching 13 Reasons Why on Netflix. When I first started, I thought, "what is the end game here?" and "where is the story?" The truth is I thought there was a right or wrong but is that the case? Take suicide for example, yeah it is selfish, yeah it does give that person attention, yeah it does make everyone else feel like they should have helped or said something. BUT then turn it around and ask what if you were in that situation? Where you feel like you had no way out, nothing good in your life, nothing to live for. Depression puts a hold on your mind and makes you think and feel empty.

What is the point of a happy memory?
What is the point of a sad memory?
What is the point of life in general?

Life is crazy and chaotic. Life is fun and exhilarating at times. Life is scary and adventurous. Life is many things but what is the point of it all? To play out different roles that God make just to watch over us? It is crazy that there are so many people in the world and not one person is the same or have exact same lives. We are just...LIVING.

Is the point just to have a purpose?
Is the point to live out your dreams?
Is the point to be successful by the time that you are 25?
Is the point to make a difference in the world?

From where I am sitting, which is in my living room at 1:00 in the morning, I cannot see the point. Is it to fulfill your dreams? But then if you do that, then what is next? Is that it? Maybe I am just getting into a depressing state but to me, there is no purpose...

So many deaths and awful things that happen in the world...what makes the people that lived so special? Are they suppose to serve a greater purpose? God is in control of everything we do and who He calls home but why?
SIDENOTE: One of the best things about blogger is that you can't go back and correct your work because then it will erase things as you type. The first draft may not be the best but atleast it is the realest of what the person is thinking and not polished or well written just whatever is on their mind.